There are very simply, enough individuals out there that are going to graciously assist you in your desired emotion to fail and/or to increase the fear of it. Do not all this to occur!
Very easily, they- slip into your life, befriending you at the beginning. They came because, somewhere in your mind, you thought the individual up and now, they have become - manifest.
Stop giving your enemies your best. Begin to put your best foot forward. It doesn't matter if you are 9 or 99 years of tender age. What does matter, is the generations that will fail after you, due to your fear of seeing what exactly, really is ... over the "hump".
I don't know about you ....
But it's "GRIND TIME" for me!